Forever in My HeartI'm looking at the blue skyForever in My Heart by SasoriNoKodoku
Humming our old favorite song
I can't help thinking of your eyes
And our bond that was so strong
Like birds with broken wings
Always glancing at the sky
We helplessly fluttered
Not knowing how to fly
The two of us were so alike
Laughing when no one else did
We would talk through the night
But why did we become opposites?
Who was the one that ended us?
Was I the one to look away first?
If so, forgive me, I broke your trust
Thank you for teaching me what I'm worth
I'll shed no tears as we part
Because it's not really goodbye
If you're forever in my heart
There's no reason to cry
So please be free of me forever
Keep your head up and live your life
Be happy, even if we're not together
Never change and always smile
Make all your dreams come alive
Leave me here and go ahead
It's okay, even if I'm left behind
I will be there when you look back
Summer RainWithout a life ridden with shallow happinessSummer Rain by SasoriNoKodoku
I'm drowning in the transparent night
Colorful lights of fireworks bloom across the sky
As my nagging memories entangle me
And I remember a one-sided goodbye
I don't laugh, I don't cry
The sun doesn't rise for me
I don't know if I'm alive
I don't feel anything
I'm sitting by the window, dressed in your old clothes
When I close my eyes, I can almost feel you
Pictures of you are piled up on the floor
I want to be close to you
But you don't care anymore
I always make the same mistakes
I watch the train leaving
It would be better for me to hate you
Even so, I believe in you
I cling to the kindness that drifted away
You're always on my mind
I want to see you, I want to know
What are you gazing at?
What are you hoping to find?
I look up with praying hands and I'm glad
Because we are under the same sky
You will never truly leave and I will never forget
The purity that makes me want to cry
And the sadness you softly burned into me
I'm here alone
My First LoveThe persistent thought of you is mocking meMy First Love by SasoriNoKodoku
As I walk through the rain to hide my tears
Being too good for you doesn't comfort me
Losing you was always my greatest fear
Sometimes I just want to talk to you
But I no longer have the right to
Sometimes I miss you so much I could die
But the hope of your return is a lie
My first love, the only one I can't forget
Why can't I stop the pain when I think of you?
My first love, the only one I don't regret
Until I wither, I will sing for you
Memories of you are dancing in my head
Yet there's nothing that I can do
I'm sorry for everything, I feel so bad
Why do I do this, why am I such a fool?
My first love, the only one who made me smile
We were once so happy together
My first love, the only one who makes me cry
Am I the only one who remembers?
Like a dead flower, I lost my glow
Without you, I keep breaking down
I hate you but I love you more
If only I knew, where are you now?
You were here but now you're gone
I was loved but now I'm alone
I RememberToo deeply in love, I can never escapeI Remember by SasoriNoKodoku
I still think of the days when you made me laugh
How much time, how many years have passed?
We were in love, what happened to that?
The pain that keeps attacking my already broken heart
It repeats every day, so pitiful and painful
Time goes by, I long for you until I wish to die
I can't believe it, why did you have to be so cruel?
This life, the world without you
Murdered my heart, trampled my dignity
Ate me away, tore me apart
Why did you leave me?
I shouldn't have loved
I shouldn't have delivered my soul
I only looked at you
But now I regret it all
Rain falls over my dry lips
As I recite this sad poem
Like a nightmare, my past self is gone
You were the one who taught me love
Staring at my reflection in the shattered mirror
After you left, I became a ghost
It's not fair, why am I the only one in pain?
You abandoned me when I needed you the most
I can't spill out the memories
Your face I can't erase is still in my dreams
I don't understand, why ca